Friday, April 4, 2014

Layers

Onion skin
Dragon scales
Peeled away 
Stripped off
Ripped from the outside
To reveal
The bare
Simple 
Raw 
Truth. 
Set me free God I pray...
Set me free from....
Me....

Monday, March 10, 2014

Reptilians

I've been a sci-fi fan most of my life and loved to read books about other worlds and star systems with intelligent life far more advanced than our own. Fiction. Funny thing though- in the conspiracy circles, there is speculation about certain beings that parade about and live as humans. They aren't human, but Reptilian. I don't know if they are real or not. That isn't the point. What is highlighted in my mind is this- the first recorded account the human race ever had with a reptile was in the Garden of Eden when the serpent tempted Eve. These reptilian beings that supposedly live with us here on Earth have the same characteristics of snakes, lizards, etc. Is this coincidence? Could it be possible that these reptilian beings are taking on the form of their ruler satan? Reptiles or demons? Maybe I just have a big imagination and have been working night shift too long. :)

Thursday, February 27, 2014

Hisgloryroars.blogspot.com

Will be posting most Christian based writing on this blog if anyone is interested.

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Rainbows

>Genesis 9:14-17 I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life. Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all the living creatures of every kind on the earth. So God said to Noah, " This is the sign of the covenant I have established between me and all life on the earth."


If God and Jesus are the same, and Jesus is the Word of God made flesh, then if God GIVES His Word ( as in the promis in the rainbow) then God IS the rainbow, and the colors of the rainbow represent His Glory.(the unexplained manifestation of God's presence). I have often wondered why the symbol of the LGBT movement is the rainbow. After some digging, I discovered that the original LGBT rainbow flag had hot pink as it's first color, which represented sexuality, and turquoise as the 6th color, which represents magic/art.

LGBT Colors and meanings:
hot pink: sexuality
red: life
orange: healing
yellow: sunlight
green: nature
turquoise: magic/art
indigo/blue: serenity/harmony
violet: spirit

The Christian rainbow colors/ meanings: (these may not be in order)
Red
- Symbolizes blood atonement, sacrifice of Christ's blood, covenant of grace, cleansing justification
Orange
- Symbolizes praise, warfare, passion, fire, harvest season, Separation
Amber
- Glory of God, flaming throne of God, Father's heavenly care
Yellow(gold
)- Symbolizes the color of glory, as well as trial and purging.
Green
- Symbolizes praise, eternal life, vigor, prosperity, mercy, restoration, health, healing, new beginning, freshness, God's Holy seed, harvest, sowing and reaping, immortality, fresh oil, new life, joy in hope.
Turquoise
- River of God, sanctification, healing, life-giving flow of the Holy Spirit, the New Jerusalem
Blue
- eternal presence of Yahweh, color of sky righteousness of God, healing, heavenly realm, prayer, priesthood, revelation knowledge, Word of God, Messiah
Purple
-Royalty with ruling power, Jesus' royalty , majesty, wealth, power, penitence, kingdom authority, mediator, majesty, wealth, power
Pink
- Combination of Red (Adam's flesh) and White (Creator)= corruption of flesh, and also symbolizes lust.

Other colors in the bible and what they represent; White- symbolizes Creator, righteousness acquired through the blood of Christ. Also symbolizes the Bride's garment, holiness, angels, peace, triumph, glory, joy, light. Brown- man as we are on earth Bronze- Judgement upon sin; fires of testing

Primary colors
>Primary colors cannot be formulated from mixing other colors together. By using the three primary colors and mixing either white or black, any hue in the spectrum will be obtained.
Red, yellow, and blue are considered primary colors.
Red=(OUDEM- red clay)- root word for Adam, Esau, Edom = flesh
Yellow= trials, purging, fire
Blue= Word and healing power of God

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

awake

So much has changed in my life since March 2011. That was the absolute worst year of my life. I learned more about myself than ever before through my actions and how poorly I coped with devastation in my personal life. I loved hard, lost love, lost my mind, then found it again in a ditch on the side of a dirt road in rural GA. Like a scared and tormented animal, biting and attacking out of fear and pain, I slowly found my way back to a state of emotional health. It was that point in my life when I had absolutely no one (save my mother) to give a damn. I was at that point where God allows you to get when He is ready for you to stop screwing around and get to the job He has planned. It was hard. I didn't do it alone. I only give glory and thanks to God and my mama, and everyone who prayed for me. It is truly by the grace and mercy of God that I am even alive. That said, I have found my voice again. I have learned to feel again. I am allowing myself to work through emotions and heartache one at a time through poetry, song, etc. I will be posting some pretty raw, emotional stuff on here. Most of this is just for me. Read it if you want. It may help you. It may disturb you. Some of what I plan to post is older work, so know that and don't be thinking "oh hell...call 911" lol. I am fine. I am strong. I am becoming whole. I feel great. I am happy. I am more true to myself than ever before because I only hold fast to God.